This two worst month in the whole 18 years I ever met. This is mean another step I have to move on.
This is abit hard for me to move but I am fighting it. LAziii Gal :D
People said : come on stand up and go straing. But I have been taking for long time to stand. Stand and fall down. Like a 1year old kid just learning to walk, 2 years old kid learning to run....
Too much for me for getting ask for help. I am not complain or get angry for asking help from u. But just wanna let u know when I need people by my side the most... Where the hell are u?
I am just a pissed of.
I know that's u suffer. Am I happy to see it? Am I happy to hear from u. Am not happiii at all. But Please be strong to face it. No one always happiii. Run to me come to me. I am warth to u. But it's unfair to me for being all alone here by myself no one behind me............. Just a deep pressure am being too much deep into it. Can't even understand how i feel why i show it...
