U told me

It was 16th, Dec, 2009. An 18yrs old girl, waiting for her study time comin, her happy time, her freedom, trust, compliment, advise and love from everyone. She has been too far too good. She never been in bad mind but she almost been by dislike from people around her. Especially her family. She never say true feeling to her parents. To tell them what she want from them. It's the important thing in her life. She doesn't wanna keep in her mind. She doesn't wanna hide her feeling. She also doesn't wanna hide herself from her family. When she met the older at home, she feel not well. Because they all look at her from down to up of the head. What's this mean? She really doesn't like to live like this. However, some of her friends. They not with her all the time. They don't know what she want, what happened to her. They all have their own job to do. They all have their class to study. They all have their own friends to hang out with. But this girl, doesn't have. When she need someone to talk to. She talk to herself. She has such a bad day everyday at work. Everyday she cheer people feeling up. But herself down. Herself never happy. She smile, eat, drink, laugh, chat, talk, sing, write, type. All that kind of job she does it everyday. The most thing she hate the most is not show her ideas what she need to say, what she doesn't like about and what she want to get it. However she really wanna go away from this place. Never think about what disadvantages from herself. She being bored from her life. Her job, her days, her face and her action. Everyday she does the same things. Nothing strange. Wanna have her own time. Create and do what she wanna do. First she has lot of friends. But her family ask her to keep all that friends aways. Now she keep them aways. She just got some new friends now. But she doesn't know what they are thinking to her. She like to say true. First time that she talk to her friend honestly about her feeling. She share her sadness n happiness to them. She happy to have them as her friends. But however who care? They all have their own time. No one can be with us forever. Today she so upset. She bored. She want to go to attend her class. Her family asked her to skip it and change time. However she doesn't reject their request. Now she has more work to do. She really doesn't enjoy it. She hide her feeling. When will she going to show it up. Go to do what she wanna do? Huh she keep sighing. How could i help her. How could i make her mind happy? How could i cheer her up? What can i do?