A Moment in My bad Mood in Jul and Aug

This two worst month in the whole 18 years I ever met. This is mean another step I have to move on.

This is abit hard for me to move but I am fighting it. LAziii Gal :D
People said : come on stand up and go straing. But I have been taking for long time to stand. Stand and fall down. Like a 1year old kid just learning to walk, 2 years old kid learning to run....

Too much for me for getting ask for help. I am not complain or get angry for asking help from u. But just wanna let u know when I need people by my side the most... Where the hell are u?
I am just a pissed of.


I know that's u suffer. Am I happy to see it? Am I happy to hear from u. Am not happiii at all. But Please be strong to face it. No one always happiii. Run to me come to me. I am warth to u. But it's unfair to me for being all alone here by myself no one behind me............. Just a deep pressure am being too much deep into it. Can't even understand how i feel why i show it...

World Wide Photo Walk

It was happening in 24th, Jul, 2010. Every countries were having the world wide photo walk everywhere. It was a great and first time that I have joined this event. Meet many friends from facebook, photographers and the leader name Nathan. He teach us everything about camera setting if u can reach his words. :D Anyways it was start from his simple studio meet up and take photo together before we start our photo walk. There was around 50 people joined this event. We have separated in two group which each group has walked to Wat Phnom and other group walk around Kandal Market and Pagodas and Royal Palace. In my group has : Mainy, Bro Dara Lork, Nimol, Sopheak, David, K.Jui, Tisha, Sis Sart (Khmer Eyes), TL, Kim Long and many more....

In this event, shown me the real life in the market, road, pagodas and natural and the buildings which has difference way to be a full frame image.

I could say that it was a happy and a great time to remember for joined this event. Hope next year I can join with my CC Group together.

I would like to thank to our leader and our team for that day. Learn the way to improve your photography skill together.

Charity day with my gang 18th, Jul, 2010

It was a great day and great moment to be with all our friends to the place with smile and hope. We are together in one from different place from different family but from one world. We bring our donation the we collect from our friends and everyone who has been interested in this Charity. First of All we would like to thank to Crazy Community for head us to do such a great thing, This is our second mission :D Our CC Group gang Sis Lakhena and bro Dara Home Decor Center Lmut Tum Restaurant nosh Cafe IFL students IB Alumni 2009 and from many people have concern about this. We would like to thank u from the bottom of our heart for it. And Wish u all the best with all the job and work and business u plan for. To our CC gang,,, We all have fun play with the kids, bring our donation to them, see their smile and happiness... We done a great job together and also have fun together,,Take pic, play game, dance, clabbing hands and also laugh to each other... This is a best and great moment we have shared.

Please remembe 18th, July, 2010
With love,

24.06.2010

My cousin Wedding and the Work that I have done with great Job.. I love it

30.05.10

TOday is ma Sunday... REd REd day.. But ma red day is more rush than Normal day. It's also the last weekend of May.

Today many mood for me
Morning: So Sleepy. Sleepless again, Wait for long. Breakfast meeting and wait again. Take picture and wait again.
Noon: wait again, go around 2km and back home and go around 2km again. Sound so Rushing..
Evening: moooooood mooooood make me better pls......... Dinner with family, co worker and people. Sound happy and enjoy but inside I wanna Stay home and Listening to music. It's a strange day for me. What's happened? Many thanks to ma Family to ma Friends.
Nite: got a call to delete a pic on fb. Make me so disappointed and don't wana have shot with them again. :( am totally mad and angry maself.

Someone said : It's a chance if u can change yourself.
Chit chat and make me better for a while. I don't know why ma mind change so fast like this. Hope am not like this anymore.
Big thank for the words chase me better to sleep. Give a good nite word and Chweet dream word.


I love and so hate today

U told me

It was 16th, Dec, 2009. An 18yrs old girl, waiting for her study time comin, her happy time, her freedom, trust, compliment, advise and love from everyone. She has been too far too good. She never been in bad mind but she almost been by dislike from people around her. Especially her family. She never say true feeling to her parents. To tell them what she want from them. It's the important thing in her life. She doesn't wanna keep in her mind. She doesn't wanna hide her feeling. She also doesn't wanna hide herself from her family. When she met the older at home, she feel not well. Because they all look at her from down to up of the head. What's this mean? She really doesn't like to live like this. However, some of her friends. They not with her all the time. They don't know what she want, what happened to her. They all have their own job to do. They all have their class to study. They all have their own friends to hang out with. But this girl, doesn't have. When she need someone to talk to. She talk to herself. She has such a bad day everyday at work. Everyday she cheer people feeling up. But herself down. Herself never happy. She smile, eat, drink, laugh, chat, talk, sing, write, type. All that kind of job she does it everyday. The most thing she hate the most is not show her ideas what she need to say, what she doesn't like about and what she want to get it. However she really wanna go away from this place. Never think about what disadvantages from herself. She being bored from her life. Her job, her days, her face and her action. Everyday she does the same things. Nothing strange. Wanna have her own time. Create and do what she wanna do. First she has lot of friends. But her family ask her to keep all that friends aways. Now she keep them aways. She just got some new friends now. But she doesn't know what they are thinking to her. She like to say true. First time that she talk to her friend honestly about her feeling. She share her sadness n happiness to them. She happy to have them as her friends. But however who care? They all have their own time. No one can be with us forever. Today she so upset. She bored. She want to go to attend her class. Her family asked her to skip it and change time. However she doesn't reject their request. Now she has more work to do. She really doesn't enjoy it. She hide her feeling. When will she going to show it up. Go to do what she wanna do? Huh she keep sighing. How could i help her. How could i make her mind happy? How could i cheer her up? What can i do?

Honestly about me........

Honestly I am not good enough for u all.Honestly I only an ordinary girl. That can breath, walk, run, speak, cry.Anyways I have moral of mind. I am upset, happy it's all show on my face. Sometime am so tired of people. Am tired of being too mux talk. I haven't have anything to say but i'm trying to talk as much as i can. I don't want people to see me in the other way. Look, my family never cheer me to do something when i want to do something by myself. Look my friends have left me one by one. It's such an empty world now. No more smile, no more cry, no more noisy sound as before. Oooh said like it's the end of the world. Ha ha try to be happy. Try to cheer up. Try to make it better. Everything i do it's not only for me. Like i try to calculate friends n family. But it's still not fair to them. I know my family really don't happy to see me like this. But that's my need, my freedom, my reality, my taste of life, my hobby. I like to say what i wanna say. I like to cry if i feel not well. I'd like to sing when i feel to sing. I'd like to shout when i am angry. I'd like to eat when i'm hungry. Said like am only on this world alone. :) just wanna share some experience to people who always think negative. Please rethink about everything again n again. Nothing make us down beside ourselves. I never think that my empty world my empty life is full of bright people such as i have these day. They're older than me. They give advice to me. We share each other experience. And sometime they made me think only positive. They have changed my lazy hobby become hardworking. Lolzz... This is the good point i really lub to get it more. But whenever they near me or not near me. I always smile n tell myself that, i am not going to lonely anymore. Happy, smile, cry, laugh, sad, salty, sour, sweet. All that taste are the taste of life. How may taste do i got? I cannot count. There are a happy moment, sad moment, bad memories, good memories. So happy to taste it. It's really bad sometime. But how can we escape it. We should accept it n walk through it. Find the good way n fight it. That's what i can do. I am not brave enough to say. I am not good enough to do. But i am sure enough to face it.

Generation

We are having 3 generations of People
1.There are Baby Boomer:
They borned after World War II to 1960
=> They always Work Work Work, No so social, Very St, Always think that they are the best, know things better than young people, they love to tell people what to do and never accept or listen to young one. They are really traditional and not good at using Techno. Totally they are our Grandparents or our parents.
2.Generation X:
They borned around 1961 to 1981
=> abit more open than Babe Boomer
3.Generation Y:
They borned aroun 1982 to 1990
=> They are very open, good at techno, creative, involve with love at the young age, they are very stubborn, travel alot and always have comflict idea with babe boomer....
:)